:)

There was a point in my life that I thought if I make a certain change in my life I would never be in another relationship. I never felt good enough. Boys never asked their friends who I was. I never stood out in a crowd as the girl a boy just had to have. I was never seeked out by a boy. I was always fixed up so I wouldn't be that awkward third wheel. I always thought because of that that I was never ever going to be good enough for anyone. I was never going to be funny enough, pretty enough or smart enough.

Then, after waiting many years I found Patrick. He made me feel beautiful. He opened doors for me (which I had never had before. He is a real gentleman). He makes me laugh and I make him laugh. He listens to what I have to say. Even if it is corny. He looks past my terrible spelling and how I can not pronounce certain words because my broken tongue. He does all the things I was never given before. He makes me feel like I mean something. He is with me because he wants to be with me. Not because I was a charity case. He still gives me all the butterflies he gave me 3.5 years ago. I am totally and completely in love with him. He is and always will be my Patrick. :)